Today I'm leaving the US and heading back to Denmark.
It's not easy to cross the border in the US, and I thought it probably wasn't the smartest idea to tell people that I came for the UFOs at the border control. It wasn't a particularly fun experience to come in and be questioned like that and actually planted an unpleasant fear in me.
There are many emotions associated with dealing with this topic, and I was confronted with that to a certain extent here. I would really like to make an episode about that. How we should relate to the 'ontological' shock, unpleasant future predictions, how one can become completely absorbed by the topic. And maybe even become a little paranoid.
I went over here to meet one of those who believe they are in contact with the 'phenomenon' - a very special man named @christopherlentzbledsoe. And he is a special man to that extent. A man who embodies a presence and a love that I have rarely encountered. A deeply religious man who believes he receives prophetic messages from the UFO phenomenon, and who is supposed to be able to bring UFOs into the sky with the power of thought.
That sounds exciting - but most of all, I have actually experienced that I had to deal with a fear inside myself about this subject that I did not know existed in that way. One evening, while we were out looking at the night sky with Chris Bledsoe, I met a wonderfully sweet lady of 75. A therapist who specializes in the emotions associated with being interested in the subject. That was probably just what I needed. I will do an interview with her.
I will also talk about everything I have experienced over here, when I have just digested it. But right now I am just looking forward to getting home. See my family again. Especially my little nephew. When you're so far away, what's close to you suddenly becomes the most important thing. Not everything that's out there.
I'm a little worried about what it's going to be like getting out of the US again, so please send me some loving thoughts on my way out.